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Oscar · 1 November 2008, 03:31 PM

Dear All,

I cannot thank everyone enough for all their support and PM's of kindess etc.

This is so hard to type as I am doped up to the eyeballs. I have been in a private psych hospital for the past week. At least another 3-4 or so to go. Have private insurance anyway.

I have been allowed home with the wife today. Cannot drive though. Have to be back tonight, but I can get out again tomorrow with Gill for the day. No alcohol though. I have not missed it for the week.

I am on Work Cover and have been diagnosed with Chronic Depression/Chronic anxiety and PTSD from a lot of incidents over the years that I have kept bottled up. Would not even share some of the horrific details with the wife and she was having her own stressful work related issues and I did not want to add to her anxiety.

I had a pretty bad turn there the other week where I ended up at a Psych Unit. The wife was understandably worried. She stayed home with me for the rest of the week for my own safety. I will not say what happended, but you don't need to be a rocket scientist to work it out.

I have now been in a Private Pschiatrict Hospital for the past week. Not having a glass of wine and I don't miss it. Food is pretty average. Staff are good. I did have some preconceived ideas about the types of patients I would meet. They are from all walks of life and some of them are really great people to speak with and share each others' experiences.

Downside is that it's trial and error getting all the medication and it's killing me as sometimes it just make me feel doped up or just plain fuzzy for the entire day. It's very tiring. Have been going to some depression/anxiety group sessions to name a few.

There is not internet access, wireless or otherwise. Just mobile phones allowed and texting. No cameras allowed for obvious reasons.

A positive so far is that Gill and I have been talking more and she now sort of understands why I am like I am.

I have also seen a clinical Psychologist last week who was referred to me and she was fantastic. We clicked straight away and she knows quite well about the ins and outs of law enforcement work and the asociated presssures/trauma.

Look, I just wanted to keep those kind TRF members updated on my progress. It's like learning to walk all over again. I am quite anxious about how Gill is coping without me being home. Must be a male trait..........but we do miss one another dearly.

I may not be able to reply to everyones' comments until tomorrow Sunday Nov 2. My birthday too.

At least I'll be able allowed to come for the day next Tuesday and part of the evening as our Melbourne Cup Day (Horse Racing Carnival) is on Tuesday Nov 4.

Again, thanks to everyone so far. I don't need to name my dear friends You know who you are..............:thumbsup:

Still pretty flat, but with time it will get better. I truely love everyones' kindness and empathy.

Thanks you again.

Kindest Regards to All,
Michael

Uncle-AJ · 1 November 2008, 03:35 PM

Thanks for the update Michael and get well soon.

JJ Irani · 1 November 2008, 04:03 PM

Wonderful post, Michael.

Glad to hear that you are at least on your way to a recovery. You have our good wishes and thoughts.

Sincerely hope and pray you make a hundred percent recovery and come back to your old normal self.

Best wishes - JJ

C. Davidson · 1 November 2008, 04:08 PM

Michael, its great hearing from you. Glad to hear that you are on a good path now. My wife and I will continue to pray for you and your family.

Trurolexer · 1 November 2008, 06:47 PM

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Originally Posted by C. Davidson

Michael, its great hearing from you. Glad to hear that you are on a good path now. My wife and I will continue to pray for you and your family.

X2!!! So do I...

mailman · 1 November 2008, 06:50 PM

Great hearing from you Michael

I hope that you keep your positive outlook and I'll keep you in my prayers

oneillba · 1 November 2008, 04:26 PM

Thanks for the update. My ex wife had some emotional problems that we had to work out with professionals many years ago. I have had some help myself in the past years due to the divorce etc. It is great nowadays that seeking professional help does not contain the same stigma it did many years ago. I wish you well, dear friend. Your wife sounds like she is right there with you. All the best to you and your wife.

2careless · 1 November 2008, 06:22 PM

Michael, wish you a speedy recovery. Be happy!

MMK · 1 November 2008, 06:57 PM

Dear Michael,

Our prayers are with you and your family. Lean on God for strength and support.

Alcan · 1 November 2008, 08:07 PM

Michael, I'm glad to hear you're somewhere where the problems can be addressed and sorted out. All the best to you.

away36 · 1 November 2008, 08:11 PM

Michael....you have no idea how much we all care...and thank you for caring about US and touching base with an update. It can only get better from here.

East Bay Rider · 1 November 2008, 09:11 PM

It means a lot that in this time of yours, you thought enough of us to tell us of your status. Noone can take away all that you've seen and the horrors you've been imersed in in the line of duty but thankfully you have a fully functional support system.
I wish you well and will send prayers your way.

DARK_KNIGHT · 1 November 2008, 09:47 PM

TOUCHDOWN ! In the hands of professionals, THUMBS UP TO THAT.

Happy Birthday.

I can see the improvement already...........just compare the way he wrote a couple of weeks ago.

CHAMP!

toph · 1 November 2008, 09:50 PM

get well soon Michael
we have all been missing your posts, so get back to TRF whenever you can

buz-lh · 1 November 2008, 10:16 PM

Praying for a speedy recovery and wishing you a wonderful birthday.

JF23 · 1 November 2008, 10:32 PM

Thanks for the update Michael, stay strong we are all thinking about you.

Lol-x · 1 November 2008, 10:40 PM

Great to hear from you Michael

Jocke · 1 November 2008, 10:47 PM

Speedy recovery my friend.

Jocke

Lisa · 1 November 2008, 10:56 PM

I'm so glad you took the time to let us know how you're doing, Michael. Thinking of you and looking forward to more updates as you care to share them!

GBJIV · 1 November 2008, 11:21 PM

Prayers are with you and your family. Be well!

B Square · 2 November 2008, 12:12 AM

Good to hear from you Michael and look foward to your return to TRF. Prayers and Peace be with you Brother

Boyd

doghouse · 2 November 2008, 06:32 AM

Michael, it's good to hear from you! We all hope for the best.
Mark

abigsecret · 2 November 2008, 07:03 AM

Keep up the good work Michael! You're doing great (even though you might not feel like that right now!)

Thanks for posting some of the reasons why you're feeling the way you feel, makes me as a "cop's wife" realize how important it is to really listen to my husband (especially when he feels like talking about it). I appreciate your honesty!

We all care...

Big hug! And Happy birthday!!!

JimSnyder · 2 November 2008, 07:26 AM

Michael I hope the best for you. It sounds like you are on the right track. Thanks for sharing things with us. Take care

Greenring · 2 November 2008, 07:35 AM

I'm rather new to this WIS family. But like all families, new or not, when a piece is missing, it just doesn't feel right. Just remember, when you return, and you will, there will be an internet wide toast to you and yours. I'm saving my best Kona Coffee beans for a grand toast to you. Take the time you need and all the best to you and yours.

Carolina · 2 November 2008, 12:15 AM

Michael, so glad to hear from you!!

Dan Pierce · 2 November 2008, 12:16 AM

Michael,
Thanks for keeping us updated.

Wishing you peace, love, and understanding.

dP

hba · 2 November 2008, 12:30 AM

those are really big steps you took!
keeping you in my thoughts,

best, Herman

Tony-GB · 2 November 2008, 06:01 AM

Thanks for the update Michael.

Sounds like you are on the path to recovery. Everyone at TRF is here for you. Looking forward to reading you next post soon.

frostie · 2 November 2008, 09:16 AM

Wish you the best and a fast recovery michael

Soon everything will be ok

1 November 2008, 03:31 PM	#1
Oscar "TRF" Member Join Date: Nov 2007 Real Name: Michael Location: Melb, Australia Watch: SS GMTIIC Posts: 1,350	Oscar's Hospital Update (Depression) Dear All, I cannot thank everyone enough for all their support and PM's of kindess etc. This is so hard to type as I am doped up to the eyeballs. I have been in a private psych hospital for the past week. At least another 3-4 or so to go. Have private insurance anyway. I have been allowed home with the wife today. Cannot drive though. Have to be back tonight, but I can get out again tomorrow with Gill for the day. No alcohol though. I have not missed it for the week. I am on Work Cover and have been diagnosed with Chronic Depression/Chronic anxiety and PTSD from a lot of incidents over the years that I have kept bottled up. Would not even share some of the horrific details with the wife and she was having her own stressful work related issues and I did not want to add to her anxiety. I had a pretty bad turn there the other week where I ended up at a Psych Unit. The wife was understandably worried. She stayed home with me for the rest of the week for my own safety. I will not say what happended, but you don't need to be a rocket scientist to work it out. I have now been in a Private Pschiatrict Hospital for the past week. Not having a glass of wine and I don't miss it. Food is pretty average. Staff are good. I did have some preconceived ideas about the types of patients I would meet. They are from all walks of life and some of them are really great people to speak with and share each others' experiences. Downside is that it's trial and error getting all the medication and it's killing me as sometimes it just make me feel doped up or just plain fuzzy for the entire day. It's very tiring. Have been going to some depression/anxiety group sessions to name a few. There is not internet access, wireless or otherwise. Just mobile phones allowed and texting. No cameras allowed for obvious reasons. A positive so far is that Gill and I have been talking more and she now sort of understands why I am like I am. I have also seen a clinical Psychologist last week who was referred to me and she was fantastic. We clicked straight away and she knows quite well about the ins and outs of law enforcement work and the asociated presssures/trauma. Look, I just wanted to keep those kind TRF members updated on my progress. It's like learning to walk all over again. I am quite anxious about how Gill is coping without me being home. Must be a male trait..........but we do miss one another dearly. I may not be able to reply to everyones' comments until tomorrow Sunday Nov 2. My birthday too. At least I'll be able allowed to come for the day next Tuesday and part of the evening as our Melbourne Cup Day (Horse Racing Carnival) is on Tuesday Nov 4. Again, thanks to everyone so far. I don't need to name my dear friends You know who you are..............:thumbsup: Still pretty flat, but with time it will get better. I truely love everyones' kindness and empathy. Thanks you again. Kindest Regards to All, Michael

1 November 2008, 03:35 PM	#2
Uncle-AJ "TRF" Member Join Date: Dec 2004 Real Name: Adrian Location: Bolton, UK. Watch: Daytona 116520 Posts: 6,844	Thanks for the update Michael and get well soon. __________________ A man with a watch knows what time it is. A man with two watches is never sure.........Segal's Law Member #10

1 November 2008, 04:03 PM	#3
JJ Irani Fondly Remembered Join Date: May 2005 Real Name: JJ Location: Auckland, NZ Watch: ALL SOLD!! Posts: 74,319	Wonderful post, Michael. Glad to hear that you are at least on your way to a recovery. You have our good wishes and thoughts. Sincerely hope and pray you make a hundred percent recovery and come back to your old normal self. Best wishes - JJ __________________ Words fail me in expressing my utmost thanks to ALL of you for this wonderful support during my hour of need!! I firmly believe that my time on planet earth is NOT yet up!! I shall fight this to the very end.......and WIN!!

1 November 2008, 04:08 PM	#4
C. Davidson "TRF" Member Join Date: Aug 2008 Real Name: Chris Location: WXSW Watch: GMT (116710) Posts: 2,723	Michael, its great hearing from you. Glad to hear that you are on a good path now. My wife and I will continue to pray for you and your family. __________________ -Cheers, Chris #15,634 "The heart of the discerning acquires knowledge; the ears of the wise seek it out."

1 November 2008, 06:50 PM	#6
mailman TRF Moderator & 2025 Patron Join Date: Oct 2005 Location: . Watch: BLNR Posts: 35,545	Great hearing from you Michael I hope that you keep your positive outlook and I'll keep you in my prayers __________________ JJ

1 November 2008, 04:26 PM	#7
oneillba "TRF" Member Join Date: Apr 2008 Real Name: Brian Location: Hamilton, MI USA Watch: My beloved TT DJ Posts: 3,831	Thanks for the update. My ex wife had some emotional problems that we had to work out with professionals many years ago. I have had some help myself in the past years due to the divorce etc. It is great nowadays that seeking professional help does not contain the same stigma it did many years ago. I wish you well, dear friend. Your wife sounds like she is right there with you. All the best to you and your wife. __________________ My Trusty TT DJ

1 November 2008, 06:22 PM	#8
2careless "TRF" Member Join Date: Dec 2007 Location: Melbourne, AU Watch: Pepsi Posts: 4,370	Michael, wish you a speedy recovery. Be happy!

1 November 2008, 06:57 PM	#9
MMK Member Join Date: Apr 2008 Location: South Africa Watch: Daytona SS Posts: 69	Dear Michael, Our prayers are with you and your family. Lean on God for strength and support.

1 November 2008, 08:07 PM	#10
Alcan 2024 Pledge Member Join Date: Nov 2006 Real Name: Al Location: Way Up North Watch: your P's & Q's Posts: 10,473	Michael, I'm glad to hear you're somewhere where the problems can be addressed and sorted out. All the best to you. __________________ Member #1,315 I don't want to get technical, but according to chemistry alcohol IS a solution!

1 November 2008, 08:11 PM	#11
away36 "TRF" Member Join Date: Jan 2008 Real Name: Nancy Location: Canada Watch: Vintage Rolex Posts: 3,178	Michael....you have no idea how much we all care...and thank you for caring about US and touching base with an update. It can only get better from here.

1 November 2008, 09:11 PM	#12
East Bay Rider "TRF" Member Join Date: Oct 2007 Real Name: Bill Location: East Bay RI Watch: GMT-II 16710LN Posts: 12,093	It means a lot that in this time of yours, you thought enough of us to tell us of your status. Noone can take away all that you've seen and the horrors you've been imersed in in the line of duty but thankfully you have a fully functional support system. I wish you well and will send prayers your way. __________________ I bought a cheap watch from the crazy man Floating down canal It doesn't use numbers or moving hands It always just says "now" Now you may be thinking that I was had But this watch is never wrong And if I have trouble the warranty said Breathe In, Breathe Out, Move On J. Buffett Instagram: eastbayrider46

1 November 2008, 09:47 PM	#13
DARK_KNIGHT "TRF" Member Join Date: Jan 2008 Real Name: Jack Location: Dothan Watch: Cartier Posts: 1,236	TOUCHDOWN ! In the hands of professionals, THUMBS UP TO THAT. Happy Birthday. I can see the improvement already...........just compare the way he wrote a couple of weeks ago. CHAMP!

1 November 2008, 09:50 PM	#14
toph "TRF" Member Join Date: Apr 2008 Real Name: ChrisTOPHer Location: Sydney Watch: Rolex, Brellum, Posts: 12,601	get well soon Michael we have all been missing your posts, so get back to TRF whenever you can __________________ "Where no counsel is the people fall, but in the multitude of counselors there is safety." Member No.# 11795

1 November 2008, 10:16 PM	#15
buz-lh "TRF" Member Join Date: Dec 2007 Real Name: Buz Location: Atlanta Watch: Rolex Tudor Pam Posts: 5,108	Praying for a speedy recovery and wishing you a wonderful birthday. __________________ Buz The faster you move, the slower time passes, the longer you live. Peter Diamandis

1 November 2008, 10:32 PM	#16
JF23 "TRF" Member Join Date: Dec 2006 Location: S Florida Posts: 1,898	Thanks for the update Michael, stay strong we are all thinking about you.

1 November 2008, 10:40 PM	#17
Lol-x Facilitator Join Date: Nov 2005 Real Name: Steve Location: Omnipresent Posts: 33,638	Great to hear from you Michael __________________ *Most folks are about as happy as they make up their minds to be.* ~Abraham Lincoln Nothing compares to the simple pleasure of a bike ride. ~John F. Kennedy ROLEXploitation - yeah I'm a victim

1 November 2008, 10:47 PM	#18
Jocke 2025 Pledge Member Join Date: Apr 2006 Real Name: Jocke Location: Sweden Watch: A dozen of Rolex's Posts: 22,541	Speedy recovery my friend. Jocke __________________ This message is written in perfect swenglish. What is best a custom Rolex or a Rolex that is stuck in custom? Buy a professional camera and you´re a professional photographer, buy a flute and you own a flute.

1 November 2008, 10:56 PM	#19
Lisa "TRF" Member Join Date: Sep 2007 Location: oklahoma city Posts: 15,741	I'm so glad you took the time to let us know how you're doing, Michael. Thinking of you and looking forward to more updates as you care to share them!

1 November 2008, 11:21 PM	#20
GBJIV "TRF" Member Join Date: Jun 2008 Real Name: Jackson Location: So. California Posts: 2,893	Prayers are with you and your family. Be well! __________________ Jackson

2 November 2008, 12:12 AM	#21
B Square "TRF" Member Join Date: Sep 2008 Real Name: Boyd Location: NC Posts: 1,815	Good to hear from you Michael and look foward to your return to TRF. Prayers and Peace be with you Brother Boyd __________________ 16610M 16710Z Pepsi 16570V White

2 November 2008, 06:32 AM	#22
doghouse Member Join Date: Feb 2008 Real Name: mark Location: Utah Watch: submariner Posts: 255	Michael, it's good to hear from you! We all hope for the best. Mark

2 November 2008, 07:03 AM	#23
abigsecret "TRF" Member Join Date: Sep 2007 Real Name: Mireyna Location: s o t r Watch: your back! Posts: 2,282	Keep up the good work Michael! You're doing great (even though you might not feel like that right now!) Thanks for posting some of the reasons why you're feeling the way you feel, makes me as a "cop's wife" realize how important it is to really listen to my husband (especially when he feels like talking about it). I appreciate your honesty! We all care... Big hug! And Happy birthday!!! __________________ #6267 He who knows no foreign language does not know his own.-Goethe

2 November 2008, 07:26 AM	#24
JimSnyder "TRF" Member Join Date: Feb 2007 Real Name: Jim Snyder Location: Ohio Watch: Ask me later..... Posts: 7,726	Michael I hope the best for you. It sounds like you are on the right track. Thanks for sharing things with us. Take care __________________ "You ain't lived, 'til you've had your tires rotated by a red-headed women."

2 November 2008, 07:35 AM	#25
Greenring "TRF" Member Join Date: Aug 2008 Real Name: Stan Location: Brunswick, Ohio Watch: All of them Posts: 967	I'm rather new to this WIS family. But like all families, new or not, when a piece is missing, it just doesn't feel right. Just remember, when you return, and you will, there will be an internet wide toast to you and yours. I'm saving my best Kona Coffee beans for a grand toast to you. Take the time you need and all the best to you and yours.

2 November 2008, 12:15 AM	#26
Carolina "TRF" Member Join Date: Jul 2007 Location: North Carolina Watch: it, Bubba! Posts: 6,271	Michael, so glad to hear from you!! __________________ . .Member #5380 .

2 November 2008, 12:16 AM	#27
Dan Pierce "TRF" Member Join Date: Dec 2006 Real Name: D'OH! Location: Kentucky Watch: Rolex-1 Tudor-3 Posts: 36,300	Michael, Thanks for keeping us updated. Wishing you peace, love, and understanding. dP __________________ TRF Member# 1668 Bass Player in TRF "AFTER DARK" Bar & NightClub Band Commander-in-Chief of The Nylon Nation The Crown & Shield Club Honorary Member of P-Club

2 November 2008, 12:30 AM	#28
hba Member Join Date: Dec 2007 Real Name: Herman Location: Philly burbs Watch: hmm a rolex Posts: 238	Thank you Michael, for your update those are really big steps you took! keeping you in my thoughts, best, Herman

2 November 2008, 06:01 AM	#29
Tony-GB "TRF" Member Join Date: Apr 2008 Real Name: Tony Location: Oxfordshire, UK Watch: 116680 & 116622 Posts: 3,953	Thanks for the update Michael. Sounds like you are on the path to recovery. Everyone at TRF is here for you. Looking forward to reading you next post soon. __________________ "...why oh why, didn't I take the blue pill...?" http://www.helenanddouglas.org.uk/ www.cheetah.org

2 November 2008, 09:16 AM	#30
frostie 1,000,000th PostMember Join Date: Jun 2007 Location: Earth Posts: 14,048	Wish you the best and a fast recovery michael Soon everything will be ok __________________ GMT - Master II C - 116710 LN

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