How attached are you to your Audemars Piguet?

[Covello]

I guess I'm sort of seeking advice / insight, and I'm trying to figure out exactly what question to ask.

I was going to ask something like "would you rather have a ROC and 15202 or a 15202 and Daytona?" but I don't really think that gets to the heart of the question.

I think it really boils down to this -- how attached are you to your first AP? Could you sell it for another AP? Would you personally be happy with another AP you wanted, or you know... would your first love always hold a special place in your heart lol.

I know some people buy and sell all of the time, some people only buy, I'd love to hear from both.

A bit more context:

I currently own a 41mm ROC Panda Dial. I love it, bought it for a special occasion, that is actually somewhat tied to speed, so the choreograph is fitting. I've wanted an AP for years and it is my first one. It does feel a little big, though that doesn't bother me.

I am in the position (or maybe just want to) buy another watch. I was looking at all sorts of APs, I love the 36mm Day-Date Moonphase (I don't own a day-date or a moonphase) but blue dial would be amazing, but of course the 39mm Jumbo 15202 has always spoken to me, but I thought was out of my reach due to grey market prices.

I have been developing relationships with ADs, and I feel like I could order a 15202, so then I thought: Maybe I'll order a 15202 and then sell my ROC and get a white face Daytona (which I've always wanted, but I prolly don't need panda ROC AND a white Daytona) so the combo of blue jumbo and white Daytona would be a good pairing.

Not sure if I would miss my "first ap" or if I should keep it and get something else, or if I should as my AD for a jumbo and if I can order then trade ROC for Daytona + a bit of cash.

It's a long winded rant, but tell me what you think, just sorta curious and eager to hear as I'm quite undecided on what to do.

THANKS!!